So I havent been on here since the start of fire season last year and a lot has happened since then. I see my family has been keeping up with their pages but I have not. So Im making it a goal to keep up with mine since we all live so far away from each other. So first things first... I wanted to write about the love of my life...my truest friend in the whole world...Westley Tapa Matavao. His passing is the hardest thing that Ive ever had to endure in my life. Though Wes and I have had our bad times I try reflect on the things I learned from him and the good times. At first I thought how can Heavenly father be so cruel as to take away someone I loved with all my heart and leave me here...by myself. A week before he passed away I told Wes that I could get thru anything as long as I had him with me. I blamed myself for the accident and had a hard time coping. But I knew the only way I could get thru this is thru my Savior Jesus Christ and my Father in Heaven. Sometimes I feel like Heavenly Father placed Wes in my life to help me and teach me. Through Wes death I have learned for myself how real the Plan of Salvation is. And how mindful Heavenly Father is of me. Wes is the most beautiful person to me because of his "heart of gold" like Monty said. I feel so blessed to be the person closest to him. I know he is doing Heavenly Fathers work where he is now. His death has brought me closer to Christ. I am so thankful to be a part of this church. Since then I have been faithfully going to my singles ward that I love with all my heart. Work, church, volunteering at the Red Cross and just chilling take up my time. I know I need to spend more time with my family. Sometimes its hard for me to be around you when you are all married with your families growing and Im still single with no Wes. Just give me time. Last fire season I always came home after a fire so excitied to see my family. Id like to do that again. Wes, you know I love you. Until we meet again...
Malachi 3:2-3 But who may abide the day of his coming? and who shall stand when he appeareth? for he is like a refiner’s fire, and like fullers’ soap: And he shall sit as a refiner and purifier of silver: and he shall purify the sons of Levi, and purge them as gold and silver, that they may offer unto the Lord an offering in righteousness.
Friday, May 15, 2009
ITS BEEN A WHILE...
So I havent been on here since the start of fire season last year and a lot has happened since then. I see my family has been keeping up with their pages but I have not. So Im making it a goal to keep up with mine since we all live so far away from each other. So first things first... I wanted to write about the love of my life...my truest friend in the whole world...Westley Tapa Matavao. His passing is the hardest thing that Ive ever had to endure in my life. Though Wes and I have had our bad times I try reflect on the things I learned from him and the good times. At first I thought how can Heavenly father be so cruel as to take away someone I loved with all my heart and leave me here...by myself. A week before he passed away I told Wes that I could get thru anything as long as I had him with me. I blamed myself for the accident and had a hard time coping. But I knew the only way I could get thru this is thru my Savior Jesus Christ and my Father in Heaven. Sometimes I feel like Heavenly Father placed Wes in my life to help me and teach me. Through Wes death I have learned for myself how real the Plan of Salvation is. And how mindful Heavenly Father is of me. Wes is the most beautiful person to me because of his "heart of gold" like Monty said. I feel so blessed to be the person closest to him. I know he is doing Heavenly Fathers work where he is now. His death has brought me closer to Christ. I am so thankful to be a part of this church. Since then I have been faithfully going to my singles ward that I love with all my heart. Work, church, volunteering at the Red Cross and just chilling take up my time. I know I need to spend more time with my family. Sometimes its hard for me to be around you when you are all married with your families growing and Im still single with no Wes. Just give me time. Last fire season I always came home after a fire so excitied to see my family. Id like to do that again. Wes, you know I love you. Until we meet again...
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